I will Transform

I have a confession
A secret
Of sorts

It's not a joke
A phase
Or a hope

I had a scared thought
So long ago now
Judgment and fear

It intrigued me
On new levels
Of sensation and change

I feel as though I am trapped
Perhaps here
Or perhaps in life

I want to admit now
That I am changing
To better my survival

My body may be foreign
With these God-awful breasts and hips
But I can transform

That's what I do

I have a confession
A secret
Of sorts

I am a human
Perhaps you can't see
But I promise you'll find I don't lie

Gender is beneath me
I want to be free
I will transform

Just wait and you'll see.